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Looking back on the last few months, I talk about the meaning we give to everyday things, and how I’m choosing to trust the intentions of the people in my life instead of doubting them.

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This is a quick check-in with myself after an unexpected encounter with anger and some reflections on being present.

Looking back on the last few months, I talk about the meaning we give to everyday things, and how I’m choosing to trust the intentions of the people in my life instead of doubting them.